Weekend Learning's

Yes please.

 Weekends drenched in a paler shade of a past hurt always cower with pain. This last weekend last year was one of my best friends birthdays. A pleasant memory yes, if only he was still with us today. Emotional weekends missing people are emotional weekends at their least, this is what I learned;

• That moment when you find a blog you love so much you almost want to cry with every picture. Thank you Bippity Boppity Boo for reminding me that imagery is beautiful. Amazing.
• This time last year everything was so SO different. And I only see it now, so SO wrong.
• Starbucks uses the ground-up bodies of insects as a dye for their Strawberry Frappuccinos. So... Those arnt really vegetarian are they? Ew.
• I love that Nirvana's song titled "Dumb" has the lyrics; "I think I'm dumb, Or maybe just happy" sometimes I really do wonder which one I am. Totally naive when I'm happy too… never. again.
• You realize how much it means to you when you feel it slip away.
• In French, cotton candy is called "Barbe á papa," literally meaning "dad's beard."
• If I want to party in town, I will party in town and damn you who try to stop the frantic blonde!
• Basorexic is an overwhelming desire to kiss… I like this.
• Im mad obsessed with Florence And The Machine's "Never Let Me Go". Its one of those seemingly happy love songs which has a very dark and depressing darker meaning. Maybe it is as deep as the sea… typical that this would be my favourite song NOW of all times.
• CottonOn has by far the best collection of boots I have seen in a long time. Those ankle-round toe-thick-short-wooden heels I was looking for 2 years ago with long tassle zip detail? They flipping had them! I know!
• "The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved- loved for ourselves, or rather, loved in spite of ourselves." Victor Hugo.
• I often feel like I always have to look after everyone. I don't know what it is in me that wants to help everyone. Its exhausting… when is someone going to come a long and look after me?
• It is always when I am really happy that I know its coming… and that nice warm fluffy rug gets pulled out from under me and I hit the cold concrete floor of reality, hard. Sore and ouch.
• Wishing Nyiko a very Happy Birthday today… wish you were here, I miss you.

Have a good week angels, hope its warm and bubbly up there in the clouds, miss it.

Xoxo

PS. Worthless- Having no real value or use. (Of a person) Having no good qualities; deserving contempt.

And I'll go to sleep with a broken heart.

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